But before we get to this, I must share the first
question that naturally came to mind when I started my musings: “What does Lent mean?” I asked. I don’t mean
“What is it all about?” or even “What does it mean to me, personally?” But
literally, what does the word lent
mean? I’m curious, you know? (And I’m married to a linguist, so this kind of
question is to be expected).
What Lent means, practically.
Lent is the forty day period prior to Easter (excluding Sundays) during
which Catholic and a number of Protestant denominations engage in fasting. In
the Middle Ages, Lent functioned as a counterpoint to something we might call the carnival
impulse – that practice of delighting in the flesh (carne), which of course we all do in some form or another. For the
medievals, Lent usually involved fasting from meat and other rich foods, those luxuries
which the body enjoys. However, what Lent was really meant to signify through
such a fast was a rejection of the bodily corruption indulged in during the
feasts and other carnival-esque activities and excess. For them, Lent’s
significance was intended to be spiritual, and the Lenten fast was meant to
counter the damning effects of the carnival
impulse and help make one right with God again.
Now, not all Christians observe
Lent (growing up, it was never something I was aware of in any of the churches I attended). And many have stayed away from the Lenten fast citing the danger of
falling into a works mentality or mere ritual. Certainly for the medievals, not
all was right; while many likely participated in Lent because of an awareness
of sin, there existed the danger of viewing it as a convenient way to
compensate for the carnival impulses,
without intending to renounce and turn from the sin. Back then, as today, I am
sure that some participated in genuine contrition and repentance, while others,
as is so easy to do, would have found it a useful means to ease a guilty
conscience and procure insurance for the sin which they knew would damn them,
but had no intention of turning from because it was so enjoyable. In the latter
case, the spiritual significance of Lent gets turned on its head, for its main
goal is to be free the rest of the year to cater to the desires of the carne and indulge oneself in sin.
Today, I think Lent is often de-spiritualized in a different way. It
can be less about compensating for sin, and instead becomes an opportunity to
exercise our human will, a moment of self-discipline meant to aid us in
experiencing the kind of purification found in self-denial. It’s a chance to
prove to ourselves that we can abstain from Facebook for a month and a half. Or
it’s a chance to experience the health benefits of avoiding sugar. These are
not bad motives, but I can’t help but feel they miss out on the best!
What Lent can mean.
What is the best? The Bible
says that it is to “glorify God” in whatever I eat, drink or do, including the
act of abstaining from these things (1st Cor.10:31). The Psalmist
puts forward this sole vision for his life: “one thing I have asked from the
Lord, that I will seek: that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days
of my life, to see the beauty of the Lord” (Ps. 27:4). John Piper sums it up
with a reference back to the Westminster Catechism: “the chief end of man is to
glorify God by enjoying Him forever.” So how might I use Lent to glorify God by
enjoying Him? How might I return to the spiritual meaning of Lent, without falling
into the traps of works-based righteousness or attempted bargaining with God or
mere ritual? Here are two things that I’ve come up with:
First, consider carefully what to fast from:
Think about fasting from something that distracts you from God. Do you
spend 30 minutes a day checking Facebook photos? Or 45 minutes watching an
episode of The Mentalist? Or 2 hours listening to music during your commute? Or
16 hours a day accessing the convenience of your iphone? None of these are sin
– many are good! – but they can take time away from communing with and hearing
from God. Consider such a fast.
Or something that you enjoy…maybe even a teensy bit more than you
enjoy God? The point is not to say that chocolate, meat or shopping are evil.
But might a time away from these things make us more aware of these things as blessings
from God’s hand? Might a time away from these things demonstrate that we are
serious about first cultivating our
enjoyment of God? Consider such a fast.
Or something that offers an area of temptation for you. I don’t mean
sin – we should be striving to permanently fast from sin and shouldn’t give ourselves
the option of sinning the rest of the year if we can but manage to abstain for
forty days. But think about places or activities or even people which seem to
make it a greater challenge for you to keep from sinning. They prove a special
weakness for you at this point in your life in terms of falling into sin. Are
there things that God has been whispering that you should give up in wisdom,
and you’ve been ignoring Him because you think you can do the dance and avoid
falling down? Might a time away be spiritually wise? Consider such a fast.
Second, consider carefully why you are fasting:
Fasting in the Bible is often used to express our sorrow over
something (2
nd Samuel 1:11-12, Neh.1:3-7). For the medievals, Lent
was
meant to be a time of mourning over
sin, a time of repentance, a time of penitence. Christians are called to
regularly confess our sin to God so as to keep fellowship with Him and actively
engage in His work of freeing us from the power of sin in our lives(1
st
John 1:5-9). Lent can be a yearly opportunity, a season built into our
calendar, to humble ourselves, confess our sin, meditate on God’s holiness and
our sinfulness, be convicted of these, and genuinely repent (that is, seek to
turn from sin, not just store up “good points” in an attempt to outweigh our
sin). Use the Lenten fast to declare to God that you are serious about His
desire that you walk in holiness. Use the Lenten fast to physically support
your mental decision to turn from sin, and to physically fuel your heart’s
resolve to do so.
Fasting enables us to become more aware of our weakness, need, and
selfishness, and to realize our dependency on God (Ps. 109:21-24). Have you
ever fasted from food before? (Please don’t try this for forty days!) I tell
you, the moment you lapse in judgment and walk into your college’s dining hall
and smell those delectable fibs (“fake ribs”), you experience a monumental
flood of desire: you are overwhelmed with how hungry and weak you are feeling,
how much you want food, and just to what extent you might go to provide for
yourself. You realize how much time and effort you usually spend during the day
satisfying yourself and caring for yourself so that you don’t need to feel this
way. And, if you allow your thoughts to go there, you realize that this is just
a small picture, a tangible experience, of your deep spiritual need. Use Lent
to re-sharpen your sensitivity to your great need for God. Use Lent to
re-awaken you to an awareness of what stuff you are made of and what is in you.
Fasting is used to cultivate Godly self-discipline. Here we can engage
in the Spirit’s work of producing self-control within us (Gal.5:22-25). Here we
have a tangible opportunity to submit to God’s sanctifying work in us by
learning to die to self. I believe that if we are in the habit of restraining
our desire for good things, we will have a better time restraining our desires
for evil things. Use Lent to strengthen your self-control and to weaken the habit
of surrendering to self’s priorities instead of God’s.
Lent: fast to feast.
Until now, any of the last three points could be modified to leave God
out of the picture – you could fast as a way of mourning, or fast to remind
yourself of your weakness, or fast to exercise your self-discipline. This last
point then is crucial. In the Bible, fasting is used to open up a space, a
silence, an opportunity to meet with God. It is a way to return to Him (Joel
2:12-13).
Human beings are never vacuums or voids. We are always filled with
something. If I remove dessert from my diet, I will replace it with something –
salad hopefully, whining possibly, but certainly another activity during the
time in which I would have eaten dessert. If I fast from Facebook, I may use
that time to invest in youtube. If I stop listening to music while I clean the
dishes, I will still listen to something – perhaps silence, or my own thoughts,
or the sound of construction next door. What if during the 10 minutes I’d
normally spend having dessert and coffee, I found a quiet place and thanked God
for his grace to me? What if I took my 30 minutes of Facebook time and used
them to read God’s word and pray, communing with Him and interceding for
others? What if I filled the music-less silence with meditating on Scripture
that I had memorized and asking God to speak with me? Consider how I would be
trading the good for the best! Imagine how I would be enjoying God,
experiencing His presence, growing in His holiness, rejoicing in His grace!
Think about how this would honour Him, how it would declare “Your love is
better than life!” (Ps.63:3), how it would bring Him glory!
You see, we have returned to the best. We have abstained from good
things in order that we might gain something greater. We have fasted that we
might feast. Use Lent to spend more time communing with God in the Word and in
prayer (Dan.9:2-4). Use Lent to not only fast from something, but also to take
that newly opened space and use it to return to God. Fast from the good in
order to feast on the best.
What Lent means, to the glory of God.
Lent leads up to Easter, to the celebration of that most central event
in all of history – that moment when God broke the power of sin and death over
us, that place where His love and justice met in the humiliated and broken body
of the Holy Man, that victory in which God purchased a people for Himself that
they might enjoy Him forever and in doing so, glorify Him. This is the moment
we celebrate at Easter – and this is the climax to which Lent leads. We break
our fast with a celebration of the Gospel. And what a wonderful way to prepare
ourselves to celebrate what our God has accomplished! What an opportunity to
humble ourselves in surrender to God, to view ourselves and our sin as they
truly are, to declare that we are serious about Him, to actively participate in
His progressive transformation of our lives to holiness, and to experience that
for which He saved us, namely to spend time with Him, to know Him, to love Him,
to enjoy Him, to glorify Him.
This Lent, I’ve given up watching TV; it’s an area of temptation for
me which rivals my time and affections for God. But I’ve also replaced it with something.
Each week I meditate on a single Psalm and I have committed time every day to
read the Psalm, memorize part of it, meditate on it and talk with God over it.
I have missed a few days, but when I do I resolve to stick with it, moving past
the failure by trusting God to help me choose His best one day at a time,
knowing that He saved me for such a purpose.
Are you participating in Lent this year? What are you fasting from?
What are you feasting on? O that we will fast in order to really and truly
feast!